Waking up

Is it me or is waking up an art that needs mastering. Or should i say not waking up but getting out of bed. I lie from sometimes 6 until 8 sometimes 9 (naughty) just appreciating how warm and safe my bed covers are not ever wanting to leave. Once im out of bed its like the real world hits home. Its a sad scary place. But in bed im so safe and warm. i dont have to brace the cold or the harsh reality that is just living and dieing... basically life. And i so want to get out of bed. i want to be productive, go to the gym, have an early morning run or an early morning spinning class. dont get me wrong this is wonderful to be able to do and all in good time that will be how i live my life from 6 oclock in the morning. but right now wow i am struggling! i need to master the art of propelling myself out of my warm bed covers onto the cold wooden floor and into my warm sloppy house clothes. slowly but surely im getting better and better but sometimes i fail miserably and its 9 oclock when i propell myself out of bed. That is the time i should be in work!

I am blogging

I havent blogged for awhile and it feels good to be back. I hope to bring something to the table something of value and something interesting. I am thinking of interesting things I have learnt as an estate agent in recent weeks.
Well there are of course lots of things. i discovered to help keep a house warm you get whats called a chimney balloon and block the air passage. At dinner my family were talking about using my dad as one. However Santa would never come. Well i never had a christmas tree either so a small sacrifice. Other than that you can actually get insulation on the outside of your house! Now this is interesting since when i first heard that i wondered how! It is really quite simple. You bring your drains etc. forward and then you apply the hi tech insulation and then you render over it. I like render alot! Thats def one to consider for the 21st century.
Also whats really on my mind is buying my first property. To be honest that is my main goal at the moment financially. I want it more than anything however i seem to be putting it off aswell. I think im generally terrified as its SUCH a huge step forward and its so outside my comfort zone. However I really want it!
Ive being doing alot of NLP work recently and from what ive learnt it makes me wonder how congruent my financial value are inside me. How much i want wealth and how it will all really turn out and am i going after something that i am actually after or have i just convinced myself its what im after. NLP makes me think about all these really important questions! Right now i dont know where i am and how i feel. Im scared to even explore it coz i always wanted to be rich but then why i am so scared about taking the plunge....